Lent presents a bit of cognitive dissonance to those of us who celebrate the gracious love of God to be the essence of our faith. Especially at Saint Mark, where so many of us have come to escape words of condemnation and abuse, why would we ever spend 40 days in the desert of penance and lament?
Paul reminds us, as he reminds his fellow Christians in Corinth, that the grace of God does not negate God’s law or God’s judgment—it fulfills it. The very gratuity of our salvation in Christ is only recognized when it stands in contrast to the condemnation under which we all stand as sinful humans. The freedom offered in the grace of Christ does not free us to remain as we were but empowers us to grow in love of neighbor and love of God. So we journey to the desert, not away from God’s love, but fearfully toward it, asking that it the burning light of love my purify our hearts. To be purified, we must see the stain. To rise with Christ on Easter we must journey with him into the tomb by way of the cross.
This means taking time to do the hard work of being honest with ourselves about where we have abused the freedom found in Christ. It means tackling difficult subjects about issues we prefer to ignore—our daily habits, our financial and dietary choices, and, yes, even our sexual ethics. This particular passage is hard for many of us because we have experienced such painful attacks upon our sexuality and our bodies. And yet, the freedom of Christ demands that all aspects of our life be approached with the same responsible love that was given to us by God’s own self-humbling, even to death on a cross.
Prayer: Gracious God, though we never have to earn your gracious love, teach us how to live in accordance with what you have given us. Purify not just our hearts but our whole selves that we may offer our body, mind, and soul as a living sacrifice to you. Amen.
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